just because i'm friends with a certain group of people doesn't mean i ACT and THINK the exact same way they do. that's the most retarded generalization i've ever heard. yes, it's wrong to judge people by the way they type. fine, i admit it. you have a point, ok? i'm not even going to try to justify it by pointing out that everyone has prejudices. but you have ABSOLUTELY NO RIGHT to imply that i am some kind of sycophantic whore who only behaves a certain way because she mindlessly follows what her friends say. my friends hated you, and i didn't. my friends spent all day calling you a stupid bitch and making fun of you, and i tried to defend you. my how quickly we forget these things. whatever happened to "loyalty to your friends is so much more important than how maturely you type"? way to stay true to your own opinions. i'm aware that you don't care about being hypocritical, but i'd like for you to take a moment and think about what you appreciate more and try not to let something that you yourself declared was trivial ruin something that was clearly worth a hell of a lot more. i am of the opinion that no one is going to agree with you every step of the way or always stay on your good side. sometimes it's better to overlook the smaller things that piss you off in order to gain something much more important.

if by chance you've made it this far without deciding that nothing that i have to say is worth listening to, i'd like to tell you a few things that i would have told you to your face had we not had this retarded argument. i believe that you don't go looking for drama. i believe that you have the best intentions for your friends. and i believe that your presence on the server makes it a more interesting place. zach most didn't want his words to make you quit the server, although i'm not sure that matters to you right now. i'd like to forget or resolve this stupid argument and have you back, but that's just my personal opinion.

10 channels I go on daily:

1. #ootp
2. #pupractice
3. #poptarts
4. #kris's_room
5. #trivia
6. #oql-field
7. #heavensdoor
8. #emma-watson
9. #staff
10. #pottersprophecy

9 words I use often:

1. ... (not really a word but i'm sure everyone knows i use it entirely too much)
2. heifer
3. smirks
4. snickers
5. uh
6. rah
7. rawr
8. boo
9. meh

8 people I'm friends with (that I DON'T know in real life):

1. Annie
2. James
3. Brian
4. Dan
5. Greg
6. Kris
7. Ian
8. Drew

7 people that I want to know better:

1. Arte
2. Rik
3. Zach
4. Kristus
5. that hot 14-year-old annie and i were stalking
6. peon
7. Damon, lmao, so that i may be a POWER WHORE

6 nicks that I've had (not including the one I have now):

1. `
2. Amy
3. OMGWTFAMY
4. Kedavra
5. Razyjazz
6. Ceasar (*smirk*)

5 things that I like best about MNC/EWF:

1. OQL
2. glining stupid people!
3. trivia
4. just talking to people
5. eh kickbanning stupid people?

4 people I dislike:

1. Simmie
2. that's
3. about
4. it

3 rooms that I've made

aha, i haven't made rooms since i was a noob, they're all gone now

1. #Avada
2. #marauders
3. #audience

2 of my favorite bots (that have usable scripts):

1. duelbot
2. Coco

1 Unforgettable MNC moment:

1. the MN awards

I haven't written in this xanga for almost three months :o. I think this is probably because whenever there is drama on IRC, i can't exactly offer an opinion without risking affronting 120398102398123 people. So i tend to stay quiet. I guess that's not necessarily a good thing that I don't have the balls to stand up for my friends. Makes me feel rather shitty. It's not like I would sit there and talk shit or whatever, but I also don't stand up and say "shut up, that's my friend" when other people are discussing it. Guess it just takes guts that I don't have... which is why i don't really get involved in drama too often.

mmm with that said i'd just like to say that all you little slackers that have suddenly become too cool for IRC now that oql is over need to get your sorry asses back here and make #ootp alive again. that is all.

new entry!

i know you're all very excited...

n00bs in trivia amuse me. the other day i was in there and they were saying stupid things to dan, like "hey, ceaser i ate you in a salad yesterday" or "but what are excessive characters ceeeeaaasserrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr??????????????????????????" or "i'm new, if you kick me, i'll report you to the manager ceajser" (yes they had issues spelling his name). And then annie and i went in there as calypso and kalypso and started kicking ass and some idiot named like hihiamipuffyummyiciouslicky was like "OMG are you guys RELATED?!?!?!" and annie goes "yeah we're second cousins... and we're greek nymphs" and the stupid girl believed us. there's some dumb ass people out there.

the big controversy over the ircops is dead because the new ops were fired. i really didn't have much of an opinion but other people seemed to have some really strong ones. slyffy told me that they sent her an e-mail telling her that "unfortunately the transition from chatter to moderater did not go as well as we had hoped" or something like that, and when she asked if they could tell her what she did wrong they said something like "frankly, we felt you were more interested in chatting than in moderating" ... ouch

...and by stealing the OMGWTF from annie and brian i now have my very own xanga for MNC drama. how pleasant...

so when something interesting happens to me now i have a place to write it. i don't really have anything interesting to say besides maybe talk about the bitch fit i threw at simmie the other day. i'm pretty much over that though. it just means that i'll probably only go into #theinn if someone i want to talk to is in there and ignore whatever she may say to me. i don't think this arguing deal is very productive.

i'll write more when i have something to write about....